1.27.2011


"Although they were well aware that their regret and sadness would be nearly impossible to forget, the hope remained that a small measure of happiness might slowly facilitate a beneficial if only momentary respite from their woes. It was truly a new London or New York for those who had been disappointed in love..
He had come alone, without family members or servants. He had brought with im only a leather portfolio which he seemed to treasure like a precious jewel, never letting it out of his sight. When he slept, the portfolio was his pillow and it served as his backrest...
Although all of the men and women on the Island of regret had experienced the tribulations of lost love, when they were bored and restless, they still liked to share their woeful tales of romantic ruin with one another to pass the time and comfort of one another in their fief. Only the lovelorn one remained silent, never seeking comfort or understanding from others. He usually avoided the company of others, preferring merely to cultivate a few close friends, all of whom were also chinese. The men and women on the island could not help noticing that the Lovelorn one never mixed with the others, never spoke of his own love story, and that a smile never came to his face. He looked as if he were holding all the glaciers of the North Pole inside. "


Why did the lovelorn one have to be SO encased in doing nothing but grief over his loss of his lover? Why didn't he just go along with the rest of the men and women at the Island of Regret and just move on? Ultimately, he died in sorrow, sending a phonograph of his last words to his lover, leaving her feeling helpless where later, she too died in heartbreak.

That bothers me.

1.24.2011

:)

Asides from the coughing, this has been a good weekend.

1.19.2011

Retirement

Feels so nice. B] Especially when it comes to DB recruitment. heh heh heh


I'm genuinely concerned for my shoulder though. Ever since I made that stupid fall from snowboarding I've been feeling this dull aching pain from my shoulder whenever I move. It hurts to swing my shoulder around like I used to and sometimes it pops whenever I grab stuff. In the past, this shoulder has usually given me problems but I normally put it off, thinking it'd get better later on with some massaging but I don't know about this time.

1.16.2011

Rubbing salt in the wound

That's what you've done and it's fucking annoying so stop it.

1.10.2011

Be fearless

"If you make only one resolution this year, let it be to live boldly. You control this moment: rather than cautiously test the water, dive straight into life with freeing abandon. Imagine the person you want to be and the life you want to live, then simply commit to them. Believe in yourself. Embrace your beauty. Discover a new passion. And whatever you do, whatever you go..don't be afraid to make a splash."



1.07.2011

Resolutions

Yes. I know. 7 days late from making them but I should just put them on here anyways.


1) Get a >3.5 final GPA for this last semester. With three classes, I hope this shouldn't be too bad... My main concern would most likely be lab but since I really like how Professor Bautista teaches, I hope it won't be too bad..
-Go to the library for at least one hour during every week day. Yes. Going back to my 'hardcore' phase back in the second semester of my Freshman year. I miss having a library buddy to do this though..
-Attend office hours
-Go to all classes
2) Kick ass on the MCATS
How to attain this:
-..Once again, go to the library for at least one hour.
-Start arranging a schedule
-Don't freak out.
3) 4 PULL UPS!
4) Figure out your shit with regards to TCM school or Post Bac.
5) Find a job.
6) Have better communication with my parents & family
7) Smile and Have fun. :)


In other words..

1.06.2011

Personal Achievement UNLOCKED!

For once in years, I have never felt so liberated or just FREE to do whatever I want to do. :)


I am totally acting like an extremely giddy middle school girl and I don't want this feeling to stop.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!