For future references

Jay: I'm guessing you're not into korean movies?
sigh
it's ok
I'll talk to someone els
Jennifer Woo: whattt
sorry
i was packing
mmm i'm okay
i want to see that korean movie with won bin hehehehe
Jay Kim: oh which one?
Jennifer Woo: OH you just talked about it in your blog!
the man from nowhere
Jay Kim: REALLY
Jennifer Woo: GAHH won bin is so hot.
Jay Kim: I KNOW RIGHTTTTT
Jennifer Woo: whoa. LOL
i didn't know you had a thing for Won bin.
Jay Kim: he's really ripped in the movie
Jennifer Woo: YEAHHH GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Jay Kim: just admiring him
Jennifer Woo: uh huh.

;).Jay Kim and I should start a Won Bin fanclub.

Moving On

Once again, another year will pass by. I've come to realize that as you grow older, time seems to fly a lot faster. I'm already a senior in college (FUCK) and still have absolutely no idea of what I want to do in the future. Yesterday night, I started to freak out over what to do this upcoming fall. Sure there's med school and all but I'm not going to apply until next year so it leaves this 'unknown' gap of what to do in the meantime. Looking back on the past couple of my undergraduate years, it kind of makes me sad that I've put off a lot of things that I should've done and instead just loiter around, but I digress. To be honest, I don't really know what to make of this year as it has been though a bunch of ups and downs. I can definitely say the ending has been bittersweet.
It still feels weird to not be in an official position for DB. I've become so used to constantly thinking of what to do for the team that not receiving logistical emails have been a bit obsolete. harhar. But I'm glad that I have now stepped down in the position because it feels like a bunch of weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
As for APO, I haven't really gone back since junior year due to prior obligations to DB and schoolwork (not to mention my predispositions to the way APO is organized). I do miss the random service and social events you go to with your small fam and I still reminisce on Hcomm <3. I'e considered coming back this next semester as a way to do something but we'll see how it goes.

I'm excited for going down to socal. I think this is the first time I've ever gone down with a bunch of friends (asides from DB LB competitions), particularly to go to TAO. WEEEE! :D. I'm also excited to meet up with Linan and Michael, as well as some good hs friends that will also be at TAO. I keep bugging Phil about it but I really want to check out Venice beach, especially the gym...and possibly work out there. lulz. Though it would be pretty weird and funny to see a small asian girl lift with a bunch of HUGE TALL MUSCLEY guys/girls but that's almost what I've been doing for the past year or so. Gosh. Look what DB has done.
I'll be sure to take lots of pictures. hehee
Speaking of pictures, I've been taking pictures of the arts and crafts I've been doing this past winter break. So far, I've made two big pillows (one DB related, another thats SUPER soft)and a stuffed doggy toy. I plan on making more as I will give them out as gifts so sit tight! I also plan on making a tokidoki munny and have been doing some rough sketches. :D

For the most part I managed to complete most of my resolutions. YEAH Three pull ups and I'm absolutely proud of our team for pwning at College cup. There are still some that I need to focus on again, such as study for the MCATS (May 26,2011. You're mine.) and find something to do this summer/fall. But I'm excited...well, maybe not the studying part.
Next semester is going to be a whole new path to take. I'm seriously considering volunteering at the Oakland animal shelter and trying out for a dance organization (or just taking classes). It will definitely be scary but I hope to have no regrets.

There's just no point in moping around and the only thing to do now is to look forward and smile :).

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Kitty

I want one more than ever now. :(.

Things to do during break:

1. -Hanging out with the typical 5 (haven't typed that in a while now)

-Pamper

-Hair cut/dye

-Nails with Jhom

-DB SF food day

-UCSF gym

-DB workout Goals

-4 pull ups

-Deadlift 150

-Squat 135

-Mile under 8:00

-Erg under 2:05

-Play games:

-Fallout 3

-Fallout NV

-Red Dead Redemption

-Epic Mickey

-TRY to play/learn games:

-TF2

-Portal

-SC2

-Tea/Dimsum day with Joyce and Siu wei

-Start on applications:

-Study Abroad in HK or China

-TCM School

-Research

-Watch

-Top Chef All Stars

-HIMYM

-Dexter

-Teach sister how to play volleyball

-Learn more cooking recipes from dad

-ORGANIZE AND CLEAN BOTH ROOMS.

-Finish DB team notebook and give to Zach

-Go to SOCAL

-Dance

-Try and convince parents to get a kitty.

-Volunteer

-Oakland or Berkeley Animal Shelter

-Smile. Get stronger physically and emotionally. Move on.

SHOP.

Buy pull up bar?

Want to know a secret?

I have a tumblr.

try and find it :)

Lets pretend to be Korean for a moment now.

Clazziquai-After love

어느날 문득 우연한 날에
눈을 떠 보면 낯설어진 얼굴들
흔한 얘기들 흔한 오해들
그렇게 흘러 가버린 내 기억들

and now I am searching one living chance
너를 위한 나의 잦은 눈물도
그리운 날들에 웃음마저
다시는 없나 After love

무슨 말이든 찾고 싶어도 유치한 몇 마디 밖에는 없어서
오랫동안 난 얼마나 너를 믿으려 애를 썼는지
넌 내 목소리마저 잊어 가겠지

and now I am searching but I can't
지워지려 했던 너의 얼굴도
눈을 감으면 다시 찾아와
나를 부르네 After love

and now you touch me and now you move me
I am dreaming everynight come on baby
Can't never let you go go go

전하지 못한 내 늦은 후회를
넌 그저 우습게만 듣고 있겠지
오랫동안 난 얼마나 너를 지우려 애를 썼는지
이제는 꿈에서라도 안되겠지

and now I am searching one living chance
너를 위한 나의 잦은 눈물도
그리운 날들에 웃음마저
다시는 없나 After love

and now I am searching but I can't
지워지려 했던 너의 얼굴도
눈을 감으면 다시 찾아와
나를 부르네 After love

smilesmilesmilesmilesmilehappyhappyhappyhappyhappy